A well balanced form and nature :
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A well balanced form and nature :
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When people mention vampires what comes to mind are teen pop movies or Braham stokers’ Dracula. Obviously movies have played such a part to convince us there is a real mythology based around these “creatures of the night”.
I wondered what would cause this interest and glamour in creatures that technically would be our predators.. and I think I get it ..
The greatness of this mythology lies in the large mixture of feelings that these creatures inspire and their powers:
1) Glamour and Enchantment
2) Immortality (within limits)
3) Power of flight
6) Power and strength
7) That air of superiority (who knows why ?? but really who wouldn’t ?)
And the well fabled and advertized amazing sex.
Once these “supermen” are described some kryptonite is added for fair play, otherwise we’re kind of screwed how could man survive if he cannot fight back? Only option would be fight back. Sleeping by day, a stake through the heart while they conveniently react to silver. In the olden days even fear of crosses and christian symbols reminiscent of excorscism.
I often feel like there are two aspects to looking at the future. The first is expectations and the second is reality.
When we think what the future is like, we usually look at the social , political , technological, aspect. Having said that what do we expect from our future. I believe that the human race is at a crux in history. We are on the brink of machines getting as smart as we are (Technological singularity,Von Neumann, Ray Kurzweil) , we are in the position to create a DNA and boot it up (Craig Ventner’s Synthetic genomics), we are on the brink of getting access to new energy sources, 3D printing anythng from food to machines and organs..
This ia all good but what do we expect from the future?
I ask myself, given that we are heading towards a future of massive technological advancement beyond our parents’ wildest dreams, a brave new world, how do we catch up. History does not give man a very clean track record with respect to ethics in the face of technology.
Since the invention of nitro-glycerin and dynamite, well even gunpowder at that, any technology was weaponized. Not withstanding the experience with the explosives of the first world war, that did nothing to stop project Manhattan when there was fear of the USA being kick in the nuts in WWII result: Hiroshima and Nagazaki. The scale of the A & H bombs power made Oppenheimer say “Now, I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds!”. Extrapolate to today, unless we become a bunch of scientists, vegetarian tree huggers and stop bickering over oil, fix global warming avoid methane leaking from the tundra and manage to get all our shit together, then we will be at peace…. well maybe not.
I cannot shake off the idea that the future will have more of the present in it. Although science popularizers like Micio Kaku and Ray Kurzweil always play up the role of technology and science deep in their heart they know their’s is a sales pitch.
We carry too much legacy, we have too much inertia, religion, xenophobia, racism, disease, militarystances, mega corporations to have a clear look at the future my vision is always clouded by these factors. Sounds negative ? Well I temper my expectations.
I do have a great deal of hope for the future, I know that humans have a wide spectrum, while we can sink amazingly low our past shows we can climb to soaring moral and technical heights. I believe a healthy and positive future revolves solely around education of the next generation.
Training our kids to be smart and knowing how to face the problems left from the previous generations including ours might be the only hope for the human race. Avoiding fostering militant ideologies is going to be the real hard part. Everyone wants smart kids but if they push their faiths and obstinate ideologies down to them it won’t do any good.
Ideologies need to have checks and balances because they are both our biggest driving forces and possibly major players in our demise. Well fingers crossed, whatever, HEH! this would have been one hell of a ride
After many months of non blogging ( besides technical blogging which does not count) I sometimes wonder why i stopped.. I guess it’s because I had little formulated to say..
I did see really interesting things in this gap of time probably most inspiring of which was this TED talk. This regards Elon Musk who in my opinion is one of the pivotal people today man who might be elect into a higher level than people like Da Vinci, Einstein and others, but that ’s just me … why ?? Well he is driving the most transitional technologies that will possibly drive man into the future in my opinion:
He is driving / drove forward :
Money ( taking a large bite out of banks democratizing ebay and online trust and money exchanging )… Paypal
Space faring … SpaceX
Electric Cars …. Tesla
Solar energy … Solar City
Who knows what else..
Any way back to my silence. I have changed my life around these past months.. So this is what went on in a nutshell:
Had a a dismount with my previous employer. I was working for a high stress high short term gain and maniac company. My boss was a nice guy but despite a massive over-compensatory character had no leadership skills. So what happened was I got demotivated and overworked. Attempts to reinvent my approach just deteriorated my situation and I ended up crossing lines I was never even informed were there.
I waited to write about this to have the luxury of perspective. Now I have it. I left my job half-heartedly but that was for the better. Got on a plane left the coutry for some free-lance work in Wales.. Loved the place.. Did some odd online jobs still hating myself for loosing the job I had before..
Very hard not to beat one’s self down when you feel guilty of not fulfilling your duties and feel like you had let down your team. I went through some dark times but then I recovered my faith in my skills and worked my arse off to retrace my steps in my subject and become good at what I want to do …
This came thanks to the support of my loving family and especially my wife. That alone made me realize how lucky I am to have such a loving and supporting wife.
I now have a new job which is great, while a bit chaotic it is very stimulating and the people are really great to work with. A breadth of fresh air… I stuck with the same career which for me is a strange thing since in the IT industry I was kind of all over the place.
Faith in ones self and keeping up your game is hard when you are isolated but it’s important to all the people going through transition keep up your pace. Even if you think it’s a waste of time DO NOT LET GO, take the free time as a blessing and use it to improve yourself.
The silence of the after shock gave me perspective and I am grateful to life for the changes i am presented with even if at first sight they look like disasters..
Now I have one new target … I need to get quiet inside..
I am still fighting a general internal state of Chaos which I think I am getting under control..
( Chaos came up with a capital C .. mmh i think it indicative that the monster is still in there.. )
I just need to think …
Will blog more It’s therapeutic.